rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant

My life is bittersweet.

Since returning, things have not been as they should.

I have not been as I should have.

I have not been up to par.

I have not been who I am.

Like always, mine is the last to fall into place.

But for once I am not too late.

Whenever I stare ahead now, it’s as if I face a burning sun on my horizon.

It’s as if my goal is gallant and clear.

It is bright, and a rainbow of colors.

My heart soars.